From: A____ J_____ Subject: happy travels, hostile e-mail messages 2012, (not important to read) To: m_________@ ____ __ Date: Mon, 11 Nov 2019 14:02:14 -0800 I think it was a tragic error for our old parents from this old family to be taking advantage of their son A____ for someone to complain about here, enough for his old brother M___ to be looking to send hostile e-mail messages after his summer 2012 traveller's visit. I feel tragic about not being more helpful there, to have sent another reply after the first... Undue burden to receive sick messages, illogical impositions, uninvolved. Happy travels with your family. Tragic error to be stuck up into feeling entitled to behave poorly, under damaged circumstance, with your old family. For damage to resent here, A____'s mostly looking back at the tragic withholding of family support to make the move to wrap up his oddly incomplete physics degree with a two-class ninth semester degree completion solution available in 2002. Sorry not to have gone for the dorm assignment request, an undergraduate dorm assignment at age twenty-seven then, awkward strait, three and a half months. I appreciate the family support for the transfer credit semester, with one class catching a committee denial for local labour vanity. From that point, this fine pair of piss-pots literally sooner supported two and a half years of basic apartment living expense before coming around to supporting a move for the extra class from the committee denial, five years later, still toxic shit-fitters about it then. A____ wasn't looking for us to be academically and collegially/familiarly unacceptable together, variously stuck-up shits unfit to represent ourselves together here... Further damaging behaviour back here, 2011, 2012, 2013, runaway piss-pot absurdity, to what levels of decency and quality we've had, damaging their own relationships... sticking up for hostile vanity... I'm into stopping at the local park on Blue Cypress Drive and at the Canyon Hills Open Space hill, among other places to drive to around here. Two Barnes and Noble plus Islands locations, nice drives with a park stop or two on the way from here. Nice drive to Carmel Mountain Ranch without using the 15. I go to the Carmel Mountain Library book nook more often, and the Trader Joe's plus Game Stop there more than that. Blue Cypress, Canyon Hills, Vons area, nice, little circuit. UCSD Price Center, Pacific Beach library... My car's getting pretty old, 1998, 2019. I wouldn't suppose it would make sense for us to do things together, in the near term, here. We can meet out front if you need to. I haven't been reading your messages, mostly since the end of 2012, disappointed enough and literally uninvolved. Anyway, sorry to be so dumb and pissed here. I've got a recruiter to get back in touch with, with a resume' and cover page. Mostly I'm worried about having put off seeking dental treatment overly long, for present worries, sour and dour. I also need to get around to seeking a health checkup; I may already have cancer, or nothing too troubling. Tragically and ironically, the damage of the 2012 family hostility, with its moderation and modesty, was enough yet to throw A____ from proceeding with job listings of the kind he'd been looking at mid-year there. Om shanti, shanti om. I appreciate all the support here, of course. I got around to watching the three H_____ movies this summer, downloading the extended versions, after catching the E_____ prologue on Youtube TV. The dwarves, more G______, T________ and T______, loved it! Battle scene excesses. The hobbit. B___ who was S___ in FF6...