From: A____ J_____ Subject: garage table visits/meetings To: M___ J_____ , S______ J_____ , S______ J_____ Date: Sun, 17 May 2020 09:04:06 -0700 Sorry to be out of touch with the family here, as far as not being part of days together, bad time while I don't have my own place. Still feeling resentful about having been taken advantage of for someone to smear and insult for being back here, in 2012, year two for the 2010-graduated student back here, considering my options for returning to labour, and then stepping back and taking pause, resenting damaging contact from my old family, blown out in hasty effrontery with a surprise morning legal fit summer 2013, whilst the student lived in the night, apart, 2pm through 6am waking hours that year, 2013. Appreciate all the support here of course. Between the support and the damage... Not part of the hallucinatory voices material, or the zoo day trip fit about climbing over the back fence or not, for two things. Dumb snot, spit, and bile. Eating and speaking disorders to see each other... And all I had to do was get around to applying for enough appropriate job listings to catch one and afford to move out, fall 2010 through present, to avoid the relative waste of these further damaged years. Tragic for the graduated student to have come to feel too damaged to apply for jobs from here but seldom few times, thinking about independent production over two months in his first fifteen months back here, and slower to apply out over years one to two than he came to be too damaged to but barely more, from a place of peace and resentment to be here. Sorry to have missed the dormitory assignment request solution, in 2002 and then 2005-2009, to go and wrap up my old undergraduate degree, failing family support to make the move or affording to otherwise, three and a half months with an undergraduate dormitory assignment, age-strained. Inexcusable waste for B____ and S______ to have been coming from their brat-shit couple and withheld support specifically for a move back to the student's university town, 2002 and 2005-2009 for their part, whilst being supportive otherwise, bizarre dumb shits who significantly damaged the future of half their family going forward, and couldn't help themselves from behaving damagingly back in their house, to the levels and limits of their decency. I haven't gotten into looking for towns I might afford to move to. Corvalis, OR? I suppose I could try applying to job listings there or elsewhere from here. I think it would be fine and smart enough for B____ and S______ to pick up a place for A____ to move out to at this time, or not as they like, wherewithal withstanding. I appreciate all the support from the family, a 12k check from 2019, having a place to stay here, various previous support. To catalog remembered support and damage... Garage table meetings/visits, doors up, stand around a table, put some pages on it, walk around, have a car or two out of the garage, I'm available to visit, or meet about something. Put a computer screen on the table, talk about e-mail messages, files, programs. How much reefer I've toked, and when, use and indulgence. Book-reading time. Web pages. Step out walking. There's a copy of my resumé on my website, March 31 edit with contact information obscured. /college/resume'__2020-03-31__-._r.png /cover/ cover letter page https://alum.mit.edu/www/alljordan/cover/index.htm https://cometary-dash.neocities.org/cover/index.htm /sphrspwa/pacbsphrspw.htm Software project page, Spherical Surface Ship Fight, two-player game program, with flat space modes, port from 2006 pc-dos program, Spherical Spacewar. I was thinking about putting it on a crowd-funding site around the end of 2018. _ * Gas and snot, snot and gas, with bile available to back it up, on top of their gas, snot, and bile, sorry while awhile. * Corvallis, Oregon. I thought about moving to Eugene, Oregon after reading about Corvallis.